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. thank you. Monday, February 20, 2012
title:{ sometimes, its not about how far or how much one would do. its about the littlest things that truly matter. and i'm surprised, by myself, by how much they actually mean to me. *** i'm stubborn. i see things in only the way that i see it. i think in ways that only i do. i hold on to some virtues, that most would probably not bother. i'm old fashioned in that sense. i believe that everyone deserves respect. i believe in basic etiquette in the most minor of things. i believe in having a back bone for one's self. my beliefs are the most important thing to me. i dont like it when someone tries their luck to overwrite it. there's alot about me that you dont know. so dont attempt to pretend to know me.
Friday, February 03, 2012
title:{ its comforting to me, that despite how little, how seldom, or how long since we last met, we can always seem to pick up where we left. we're still the way we were since i can last remember. its like you were never away. we've always been like that, havent we? you know, whatever you go thru. it always feels like i can feel it too, for you. not that we always share the same sentiments, but i'll be there every step of the way. sometimes, we dont even need the words to convey. we just know so. i'm so glad you're back.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
title:{ i think i'm a simple person. yes, i do have dreams about being successful and all one day. but in the sense that my dreams, are.. simple. my wants, my contentment arent unreachable. for me, a successful person is one satisfied with their own. say, a person owns a three room flat. thats successful. thats somethi to call their own, as compared to someone living in a condo, but is actually still paying off loans or mortgage and whatnot. success is subjective, being contented, with the more simple things in life. i'm contented. i think i'm a simple person. yea, we all dream of a fairytale romance, that special other half. dream house, dream date. lavish gifts and sweet whispers but for me, all i ever wanted is to be a part of that someone's world. the same way that someone will be in mine. be mine, and i'm all yours. my friends, my world. my dreams, my future. thats all that i ever want. "i promise i'll never break your heart"
Friday, January 20, 2012
title:{ nowawdays, i tell everyone - i'm after the money. cuz in this world, loyalty doesnt mean a thing. loyalty cant fill the rice bowl. and right at the brink of confusion, boss came to me, at my table when i was alone. he said - be patient. dont give up now. boss. that guy who in my mind is the most respected guy. that guy who protected me, throughout. that guy who fought for me, when i was actually no longer his direct subordinate. just like that, i'm sold. just like that, my loyalty reignites. not to the place, or to anyone else. but to that guy. not just any guy. call me stupid. call me brainwashed, or weak, or what have you. but you dont have my boss, so you'll never know.
Monday, January 16, 2012
title:{ knowledge. to some, knowledge is power. it gives leverage to a one's standing. who knows what first. but to me, knowledge is scary. its painful. it makes a person trustworthy, or no. it defines betrayal. it defines trust. what might seem not impt to a person, might actually turn out to be very important to another. one person's gossip sake, becomes a judgement on another person's character. i hate the compromise. Lately, i find myself suppressing everything. conversations, developments, plans. most times i end up not saying anything, or just keeping quiet. i dont know. maybe its because the connections are too small in this place. whats said between friends, unwittingly becomes political war fare of who said what. even conversations have to be carefully treaded on the world just got a lil scarier. and its goddamn tiring.
Saturday, January 07, 2012
title:{ to that girl in far away land, happy birthday. cant wait till you get back. **** the first step is normally the hardest. but the first step is also the most decisive. this step i take, will hopefully lead me where i want to be. "you just be confident. you can make it" here i go.
Sunday, December 18, 2011
title:{ people change over the years, some for the better, and some for the worse. all of which, opinions are subjective. but normally, its the changes that you didnt witness, people who have somewhat disappeared for awhile, that when you see them next, you lament about how much distance and time has brought about a person you never knew from back then. you realize, that the person has grown up now. and in many ways, i have too. change. what a beautiful thing. and we still wish each other the best.
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